Let me help you. I need to help someone to forget what I’ve done. Those I’ve betrayed, I have to help you even if you don’t want my help, I have to, I see them even now, they’re looking at me, stop staring, stOP STOP NOW!
my core is pained. it hurts. i don’t want to forget that thing, that thing… what thing? Ah, I CAN’T forget it! I can’t. I can’t. I I I iiiiiii i i can’t. forgetting is unacceptable. couldn’t stop the moments, couldn’t turn back time… at least iiii can remember…. that thing…. remember...
When was the last time I smiled? I’m sorry, I can’t process that question properly at the moment. IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII can’t smile without my friend here.